Asking God to

Everyday I wish that somehow in my own little way I would be able to please God, do thing that can possibly help me to become a better person, but trials came along. Things in the past can't be change, no rewinds no fast forwards.. I really want to aim more,do more.. If I could have a chance to do it all over again I'll grab it and turn my world. I only have less than a year to go.